I'm Sorry

I'm sorry for trying so hard to get the attention that I know is no longer mine,
I'm sorry for still trying to make myself believe that we can still be fixed, even though I know that for you there is no more us.
I'm sorry for assuming that the spaces between your fingers are meant to be filled by mine even though I know that it already belongs to someone else.
I'm sorry for believing that you still love me, even though my own eyes see how disappointed you are whenever you open and know that it was me.
I'm sorry for still forcing you to see my worth, even though I know you're not even gonna waste a single minute to look at it.
I'm sorry for still showing you how much I care and how much I love you to the point that I can't last a day without you.
I'm sorry for crying whenever I see you smile, it's just that my mind shows the opposite of what my heart wants me to be.
Believe me or not I'm trying so hard to be happy but still ends up wiping my own tears for I just can't accept the fact that the reason behind those smiles are no longer me.
I'm sorry for saying that I'm fine while there are tears in my eyes waiting for it to be noticed assuming that I'll get a hug from you that would heal me inside.
I'm sorry for being still so attached with you even though I know my presence only irritates you.
I'm sorry for being so in love with you.
I'm sorry for trying to force a kind of love that I want for the two of us.
I'm sorry for insisting that there's still a chance to continue this feelings.
I tried so hard to be worth your time and deserving of your love and I'm sorry if despite everything I do I'm still not enough for you.
I'm sorry.